omg i forgot!

hey long time no posts! haha weelll i kinda forgot that i even had this thing and i was reading my old posts and i laffed at my latest one. god that was so long ago. well heres an update. me and eric.....never got anywhere. in fact it all went down hill from that day it seems. oh well i dont think that i feel the same way about him anymore. nothing much else. were out of school and all that. but.... ffa state convention is next week and im soooo excited and nervous im going to go insane! well im mostly excited to spend the week with all my friends which will be awsome. but my ex will be there and im afraid it will be like last year and it will be disatorus. but still i think it wont be so bad. today we went to a practice for our contests and that was incredebly boring. i was like going crazy. i think the food science team will do good this year. we kinda know wat were doing but ya neva no. well i g2g hope to post later in the week. ttyl (i think! hehe)